I am making my own life difficult...

 What is the story you're telling yourself right now about what happened?

I am postponing important work until it is a crisis. This creates a lot of stress for me. Like the work for Wheel Assemblers and the certificate for Techknow. I could have done it two weeks ago but I still did not do it. The crisis is just getting bih=gger and bigger and robs me of my peace and creativity. But is somehow also fuels me in a strange way. I now work very hard to finish all my other work and is coming up with excellent new ideas that I start and I follow through on them.

What are the negative feelings that you're experiencing because of this story?

Anxiety. Stuck. Hopeless. Useless. Fucking stupid. Incapable. Afraid. Stressed.

What initial desires or actions do you notice rise for you with these feelings?

Stop everything. Resign from everything and every board I am on. And just to become a bum at the beach.

What are the FACTS (without FEELINGS) about the situation that you've chosen to stack?

I keep postponing important actions in business until they become a crisis and I put myself in a way that I may even lose the Business because of this postponement. I get anxious as fuck and need to tell lies to fix the problem.

Beyond the trigger of this situation, what do you truly want for YOU?

I want to make optimum use of the DOOR app and make 100% sure I do all the important tasks as soon as possible.

What is a more strategic story that you could create to assure you get what you truly want?

I plan my weeks evry Sunday. I know who my A-List clients are and I give them the best service I can give them.

How does this new strategic story make you feel?

Strong. On target. Dynamic

What evidence do you have that proves this alternate story is true?

A Businessman that wants to run several companies gives excellent customer service.

Will this new story give you what you want?

YES

Armed with what you want and the new story to get there, what INSIGHT or REVELATION are you leaving this stack with?

Give excellent customer service. Over-deliver and under promise. Especially with your A-list clients

As you sit back and survey the revelations and insights from this stack what is the singular, simple lesson on life you’re learning from this irritated stack?

Do not postpone something important to a later stage until it becomes a crisis that can be done today.

What action do you feel called to take driven by this INSIGHT or REVELATION?

Finalise the work on my desk...